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Thursday, November 12, 2009

unfortune day

the dark cloud start to surround the atmosphere around me

and i can see the sunny bright day right front of me

unfortunate, there is a dark cloud above

it all started after i met a jerk

who see through me just the the mrs invisible

and the story goes like this

first

my hand hair got burnt

burnt by the hottie pottie of the bbq

just a little pass by

it burnt the hair that live with me for more than 10 years

and i only can say : condolence babe hair

second

the steels is standing still to support the table

it never move for its entire life

as its mission is to support the table

and my stupid left leg

seems to have little crush with it

and bang itself to the sharp sharp faces of the steels

and the steels did not left anything to my dear little leg but only the green green and purple-ish color

=='''

in a night

both left hand and left leg are injure

unfortunate day i had

hope tomorrow will be better

and hope the jerk is away from my eye sight

3rd times....the invisible see through eye sight always hurt my heart

i did not do anything wrong

and you have no rights to treat me such way....

you JERK



(无视的眼神。。冷漠的眼神。。不知为何那么的在意
我是否应该无动于衷。。是否应该因为也无视于你??
如果这是你要。。。我会和努力配合
演戏。。我也强
装不认识。。我可以装的比你强。。不用怕)
~缘起缘灭~

Monday, November 9, 2009

short fast random update

hmm...
where shud imma start...
ok lets start from few days ago...

lets said one day one night...
(ok is provided for imagination...for detailed imma dunno when happened)

  1. purposely quarrel with ex-manager husband...well it cannot said as real quarrel...but then is something like....imma shoot on every sentences he spoke....and make him silence...and....like this and like that...having bad tempered that time....
  2. went to dinner with family and some guests...then the guests visit imma new house...then one of the guests is a fortune teller guy....which had the same zodiac with imma..so he is 2 round older than me...then he calculated my birthday number...phone number...hand palms line and the selection of preference animal....he concluded that imma is "branded"...and imma is an interesting baby...like to think...further emphasize is imagine...have strong imagination...very romantic person...like freedoms alot...do not like being control....very LAZY...to be emphasize again...VERY LAZY...BRANDED...INTERESTING....this is the result he got after calculate and analyze imma...and and....imma have very strong magnetic...which will automatically attract people who imma met...no matter is intentionally wanna electric shock people or vice versa...well..imma think is a good things...LOL....then he somemore said imma should find somemore which is the zodiac of either PIG or SHEEP as imma husband...as he can help imma in life...
  3. imma torture imma sis during the dance class....imma stretch her leg like gao gao...till she wanna cry till she wanna scream HELP
  4. imma having photo session which is very fun....and is even more tired and more fun when photo shooting with housemate....classmate also not bad....make imma laugh all the time....
  5. actually imma quite sad...but than imma think that soon it will gone...and imma choose to post it here...cause imma think...imma need to update imma babi sista...that...imma quite blue...but than still can balance the emotion...so is not big deal as imma still can control...
  6. imma shocked just now...as imma stupid latte play bungee jump...and hurt its mouth and its mouth bleeding...then make imma so busy calling...calling everyone who possible to help...calling people who imma actually not really wanna to contact with or troublesome that person....aiksss...stupid latte...make imma heart attack...
  7. imma head is heavy now...but stupid facebook....upload photo 3 times also failed...or should imma scold the streamyx instead of facebook...ok whatever shit...facebook and streamyx is stupid...
  8. well...this is the bundle of things happened in bundle of days....imma chao....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

言语难表达

人生就是那么的无常,那么的脆弱
说人能活到老,就是上天的眷顾
但又有谁能活到那个岁数

死去并不可怕
可怕的是再也不能拥有
再也不能珍惜加以疼爱

然后,我们只能以一句节哀
安慰自己

让我们
以回忆让已离开的最爱继续灿烂活的在心里
因为这是唯一能缅怀的方法

(ps//: susu...stay strong yeah...)


(future is unpredictable yet past is still memorable)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

最近

最近,身体的不适
把我变得怪怪的
把我变得,喜欢动不动就 “撒娇”
看到人就 “撒”
是也 “撒” 不是也 “撒”
对妈妈 “撒” 的最够力
我看啊,我妈妈快被我逼疯了
其实,“撒” 不是要同情
而是要得到痛苦中的一点安慰
感觉那在苦海里的一点甜丝丝
谢谢乡里们。。
让我为所欲为的 “撒”
让我那么的无理
还有还有,谢谢你们的体谅与关怀。。。
呵呵。。。您们的大恩大德。。。我回放在心里的。。。
you know who i'm thanking too...haha...
right right...



最近,身体的不适
把我的折腾的,叫救命
整天腰酸背痛,尤其是那屁股,更酸
整天昏昏欲睡
整天肚子饿,但是又不能乱吃,不能吃多
整天往厕所里报道



最近,身体的不适
把我变得神经兮兮
动不动就忽思乱想
动不动就不开心
动不动就发神经




最近,身体的不适
把我变得好丑噢
脸都憔悴了
脸无脸色,结果就像鬼
不错,应了万圣节
不用化妆都像鬼

Monday, October 26, 2009

trembling

scare of food
scare of eating
scare of vomiting
scare of taking medicine
scare of being stomach disorder again
scare of being far away from tasty food
scare of smelling cooking food that pass by me
scare of living the rest of life with pain with me
scare of cannot recover
scare of the uncertainty that the sickness bring to me
scare of smelling the medicine
scare of the sickness which will drag my energy where i cannot concentrate on my work

so scare
and it make my whole body tremble
from inside out

pray hard hard hard hard....
recover fast
and stronger than last time

Saturday, October 24, 2009

sickness part 2

as it named
sickness part 2
so imma shall began with the words "again"

is again not feeling on the part where our body will digest foods
choosing which to keep in the body and which to dispose

imma is getting more afraid of eating chinese foods d...
as in the type go to restaurant and order foods to eat...
basically is more afraid of klang chinese restaurant food...

imma wonder their oil, their ajinomoto all is provided foc ???
imma knew that imma cannot eat too oily stuff
as imma stomach cannot afford...

sigh...eating with family...what to do...
imma had a typical authentic chinese father who loved to eat chinese food...

and now...
second time...
vomit non stop
diarrhea non stop

this time different

imma went to seek chinese medical
as the western one...imma hate pills...
imma rather take those bitter powder drinks...
die die also dunwanna swallow pills...


is really 苦口良药...
and every 2 to 3 hours...
imma need to drink one packet of it...
so imagine how many packet imma need to consumer per day...
sigh...and and the worst is...
the sensei said...let imma hungry for a day...
which means...the whole day imma cannot eat...
but can take a little porridge...if really very hungry....
and must be those very very 清 porridge...
==''' .... tasteless...poor thing....
the porridge is really porridge....
clear and white...no extra ingredients in it...


and and the sensei said that imma had a really very low blood pressure...
is really low...70/50
is it really low ???
imma dunno...
cause imma din feel any dizzyness also...

hmm...ending of sad story...
hope no part 3 part 4 part 5...
pray hard pray hard...

weird...that...imma did not feel any rejectness on the sg long food...
and why klang...hmmm...
imma wondering......

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

been a long time

been a long time did not laugh like a mad girl

been a long time did not laugh till face muscle pain

been a long time did not eat like a hungry ghost

been a long time did not eat like a kampung girl

been a long time did not camwhore like no body business

been a long time did not gather with them

been a long time

is really been a long time

since the flight of friends to overseas

thanks to hubby hui qi

thanks to dai jie hoon hoon

thanks to acting cool jayson

thanks to superb white skin kynee

thanks to roomie chui

thanks to housie jon

"hope tonight won't have dream talk due to over excited"

(photo will be upload in facebook...check it out...erm...few days later....hehe)



(我感受到真心。。很真实。。虚伪的世界让这微弱的真心更珍贵更发光。。)